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I'm quite troubled right now. Was supposed to write this entry 12 hours ago but a brownout hit the village. Though it's about half day ago, I still think I should write about my thoughts.

My godparents gave me money yesterday so I can buy some clothes. Nice. I don't usually ask money for such stuff. I can live with a tight budget and with a rat's closet. But I am still a girl and I also like to dress up, though it only happens once in a blue moon. I'd rather spend my dimes on books. Haha!

What bothers me now is how to spend the money. There are stuffs I want to buy but I have to stick to the budget and must only buy what I need. I want to buy some dress, as in dress. OK, one piece will do. I feel like wearing dress lately albeit having no particular place where I could wear such. I think I just want to add a new dress in my cabinet. Anyways, I also want to buy some blouse, classy types. Yeah, yeah. So lady-like. But I'm still the boyish person like I used to be since freshmen in high school. I'd like to have some shabby-like clothes. Ha! I'm actually a ragged person, and my hair is a proof to that.

My hair is untamed. It's grown below my shoulder and I want it to be longer. But I miss having short hair. I used to wear one like every now and then, especially way back in high school. I always have a haircut. I just don't want to wear short hair right now because it seems like a trend lately. Besides, my hair is hard to manage so it'll be quite troublesome to have it short. Hair rebond? I don't like straight hair.  But I don't hate it either. Yeah, I've had one before and it gave me a neat look. But I think it's quite un-me though it suited me.

I am not a fan of straight hair, at least I don't like to have mine straight right now. I love my waves, minus the split ends, which is the reason why I want my hair to grow fast. I want to cut my hair and end the misery brought by split ends.

I think I'll go "shopping" later this day or tomorrow. I am hoping it'll help me unwind. And of course, I believe there's a book I'd love to buy. It's classic. Hmm.. Seems like I have to go to Robinson's Galleria for that book. Gah! I don't know wear to shop. T_T Ortigas? I kind of miss Shangri-La Plaza. Besides there's SM Megamall nearby. Wait! SM Megamall on weekend? NOOO!!

Seems like I have to check on St. Francis Square and Rob Galle or I'll just stick to Shang.



Music:
Patty Griffin - Moon Song