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I'm having a  little dilemma right now. I've always preferred short hair, but I'm opting for a longer one right now. Yes, until my board exam is over.

I want to have my hair longer because I want to enjoy my waves. Too bad my hair doesn't seem to agree. So I want a hair cut. But if I have a short hair, I might have trouble during the NLE because they require hairs to be in bun. That's three and a half months away.

There may be other reason why I am not fully convinced to have a short hair. I do know there is one particular reason, but I'll address it when I get back from Taytay.

As for now, I'll just have to take good care of my hair. *sniffs* :D

Music: Rebecca St. James - Go & Sin No More
Mood: Sleepy

Movies
I want to watch the following movies:
Speak
Thirteen
Into the Wild
What Just Happened
In the Land of Women

Yes, these movies star Kristen Stewart except Thirteen, which had Nikki Reed. But I do want to watch these movies. Curiosity.


Music
I'm into Blues and Smooth Jazz lately. I do have fun listening to these genre. I'd like to keep this habit of listening to them. Sounds healthy to me. =)


Hair
I'm really bothered about my hair. It's annoyingly frizzy and weak. Huhu.. This just reflects my nutritional state. I eat healthy foods and keep myself hydrated, but I'm suspecting myself to have nutritional malabsorption. It sucks.


Aversion
I have been aware of this thing lately but I am not sure to what my aversion is directed.


Defense Mechanism
All defense mechanism, but suppresion, are done unconsiously. But what happens if you become aware of the defense mechanims you are using. I am in such predicament, and I feel like I am using dissociation whenever awareness knocks at my cerebrum.


I'd really love to try new things, but most importantly I need to focus and force discipline myself. I stand alone.



Music:
Van Morrison - Go For Yourself