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I feel bloody horrible. I can't understand what I really want. I feel the need to "feel" something, but I've been building walls lately, and as always- am being numb, in a way. I want to feel sadness, pain, sorrow, agony... but I've already built invisible walls, something like a invisible rubber shield. It's awful.

Too feel nothing is bloody awful. I just want to feel something.

The songs I've been listening to serve as my catalyst. I need something to make me feel alive. Perhaps, I should just find my way back.



Music:
Muse - Supermassive Black Hole