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Friday, 29 August 2008

How would I like to die?

48a828a0fd5ea42412c8039c2eb93729.jpgMillicent and me had a duo study here at home earlier. But I am not here to talk about what we've reviewed. I will share some thoughts about a question she raised. How would you like to die?
 
I said if I will die because of an illness I'd like it to be through.. M.I. or maybe ruptured Aneurysm. I wanted a fast death. But when she shared her thought, I changed my mind. I want to have a time good enough to make my last will and testament. Haha!
 
Our discussion about death reopened my mind and reminded me that I am human afterall. I have real human needs.
 
 
 
 
Music:
Chihiro Onitsuka - Infection

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Thursday, 28 August 2008

The Prince and Me

Justice knows man is nothing.
– ROME, S1E1

I could hardly understand what the soldiers were shouting. I hate it. But that’s not my priority topic. I’ve just been reminded about something.

The production. I wonder how much had been shelled out for this.

ROME is not an easy tv series to be watched. That’s a personal opinion. Just to amuse myself I had to listen to music and check on other stuff like The New York Times. I was even able to post blog entries.

 

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f9f520538f46b2c7d99d7880bebf3977.jpg I may like Julia Stiles but I believe I don’t like her movie The Prince and Me. Or maybe I am just not in the mood. I know something’s wrong with my head. It’s aching. Arrgh!
 

Yeah. Bloody right. Something’s wrong with my head. And my heart. My gackt! What a song our neighbour is playing right now. Tell me where it hurts..

 

Okay. I’ve written the first paragraph while the movie was still playing. It still does now. But seeing half of the movie made me amused. Things have gone better.

 

 

  

Music:
Paramore - Crush Crush Crush

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Tuesday, 26 August 2008

I need someone who really sees me..

aa6fea368437b598c8e36596fcdc9aad.jpgI feel somewhat alone today. Let's leave the drama later. First, let me thank God for today.

After a week or two of being away from Neko and Ban, I was able to sit with them again and have some chat. I was also able to have lunch with them and their peers. I think I needed that. I needed to be connected with people today. Thank You, Lord.

The thing is, I feel quite sad. On my way to our review class this morning, I saw a young boy. To make the long story short he reminded me of my kindergarden days when my Father used to send me to school. He would also give a Rebisco sandwhich as my snack then he'd leave for work. When it's time of our dismissal, I used to walk 200 metres from school and wait for my Father.

I want to see my Father again. I miss him. It's been a decade since the last time I saw him. I pray to God he's doing fine.

19-23 May 2008. I was broken when this week started, but I was able to carry on. I owe it to God. I thank Him for my groupmates in OGH. It was really nice to be the youngest in the group. They took good care of me. =)

I miss being taken care of.
 
 
 
 
Music:
The Corrs - All the Love in the World
 

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Monday, 25 August 2008

Time of Death..

320870ce73e13e0cc61c02cf79f4e2b2.jpgWake up a coma patient and tell her she's dying. Imagine.
 
I just finished watching House, M.D. season 4. The next season is on 16th September. Long way to go.
 
My brain is bombarded with thoughts about death. A couple of days ago, a friend of mine sent a video link about a thought-provoking question. What would you do if you have only one day to live? But the last episode of House had a better challenge. You just got out of coma after a series of life-threatening conditions. Then the person you care most about, who also happened to be a doctor, is telling you that you're dying.Who knows when? Maybe you only have an hour left.
 
And say you're still in coma. You're on a bus with someone who just died. You ask yourself, "Am I dead?"
 
If you have the chance to choose between life and death, what will be your choice?
 
 
 
 
Music:
You Can't Always Get What You Want
 

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Sunday, 24 August 2008

Veronica Mars

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Chicky-bow-bow! ^_~
 
I've finally finished watching Veronica Mars! Mr. Rob Thomas and Mr. Joel Silver, where art thou?
 
Episode 19 was something to reckon. Not that much, I guess. It's just that Piz said somethng like "Rob Thomas is a whore." and I was like "What?" I confirmed what I heard and it turned out to be true. So the next thing I did was a recap of the conversation. They were talking about Matchbox Twenty so I Googled "Rob Thomas" and the band.
 
That was pretty amusing. And you know what's more amusing? Logan of course! I have an entry about it here so I will not write any further. Logan's teh man!
 
Watching VMars was really fun though the last episode made me sad. Of course, I already knew that there'd be no more episodes to come. But I do hope Mr. Rob Thomas will be able to pull out a movie. I already miss the casts of VMars. I even miss the opening theme!
 
 
A long time ago we used to be friends
But I haven't thought of you lately at all
 
Come on now, sugar
Bring it on, bring it on, yeah
Just remember me when a kong time ago
We used to be friends..
 
 

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Saturday, 23 August 2008

TV Plans

5499132716b104b30a788be49a795c80.gifJust 3 more episodes in Veronica Mars and I can watch new TV drama. I have a lot in mind- Gossip Girl, Rome, Las Vegas, The Sopranos, Law & Order: SVU, The OC, One Tree Hill, Numb3rs, Commander in Chief, Damages, and The Mind of a Married Man. I think I'm also going to watch the other CSI dramas. But as of now, I'll concentrate on CSI: NY first. I have so much in mind right now. It's already aching.
 
And by the way, I am also planning to watch G1 TransFormers. =D
 
 
 
 
Music:
Hillsong United - Hosanna
 

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Friday, 22 August 2008

Fight the Moonlight

0d21309a87ce8cc371c1d98a90612bc2.pngI woke up today contemplating about my sleep's dreams. I had 3 dreams in one sleep. Maybe I had more but these three dreams have one common denominator. I will not speak about them much here, but I have them posted in my new blog about dreams: Simulare di Sogni
 
Life is full of surprises but most often and most of the time, the one that surprises me is myself. I believe I have mentioned this already before. I was supposed to make a post in one of my blogs but something caught my attention. I wanted to check it, but I couldn't. I think I can't. Spell trouble.
 
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I am feeling dizzy and I'd say that that something which caught my attention had to do with this. I've had this "attacks" before. I hate such state in my life. I have to fight this feeling.
 
What these dreams revealed to me when I was contemplating about it was the possible fact that my subconscious still holds the memories strong in my system. And I have to be prepared of whatever may come. Read: I have to be sure to the decision/s that I will make.
 
I think I am being warned.
 
 

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Thursday, 21 August 2008

Some stuff from VMars S3 Ep12

7315176472b5f210f4a3b038cfcf7cef.pngYou've become soft, Mars.
-Weevil
 
Watching the 12th episode of Veronica Mars season 3 had made me shed tears. Yeah, I got emotional. I got carried away. But I somehow find it comforting. And I don't mind.
 
 
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For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
- Romans 3:23
 
That's a fact. We're all human and born into this miserable world, inheriting the sins of the first man created.
 
If you're gonna dig enough, you're gonna find out that everyone's a sinner.
~Logan Echolls
 
 
Forgiveness. They said "Forgive and forget" but it's easier said than done. And even if you have decided to forgive, sometimes the memories won't just go away. Worse, they are there to stay.
 
Try to be forgiving. Anger will tear you down.
It'll make you less of a person that you want to be.
And it will tear apart your soul.
~Bonnie's Father
 
 

I have comments for VM S3 Ep12 but I'd rather keep them to myself. I think I'll just leave a message.

My sins were so big and wicked, but God forgave them all. He showed me mercy. How could I not do the same to others? It's not easy, I know. But justice must be served. And justice only comes from the LORD.

 

 
Music:
Paramore - Another Day
 

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Wednesday, 20 August 2008

Shoot! VMars Confirms My Thing..

56d7bedd6eed277c4899df01fd485aa2.jpgPosting here because I'm already logged in. And suddenly.. I forgot what I was supposed to write. Maybe I'm just carried away by something. *brushes fingers* I can feel change is in the air. *breathes in*
 
VM. Ep 8. A dozen more to go. I can wait anyway. I'd like to take things slowly. I still need sleep. And I need it more. But I'd be more than happy if they'd release the 4th season of Veronica Mars. And I hope/pray there is one to begin with.
 
Dang! I almost forgot why I mentioned ep8 here. It's when things have gone blurry between my favourite couple. Indeed, pride does and cause trouble.
 
On the other hand, this season or the previous one confirmed my similarity to Veronica. Such similarity, I believe, was verbalized by Logan Echolls. Yeah. He told V about it.
 
Shoot! I'm thinking about Lactated Ringers.
 
 
 
Music:
Sixpence None the Richer - Kiss Me
 
 

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Tuesday, 19 August 2008

A Tuesday Entry

Because I've been having troublesome months, I am trying different ways to manage my stessors. I can't totally eliminate them, thus I have to deal with them. Properly. And the most important thing that I have to remind myself of is that I am responsible for myself.
 
I must be able to take bloody good care of myself so I can be effective in taking care of other people. But I have other plans. Like what Sun Tzu said,
Know yourself, your enemy
And your victory will not be threatened.
Know the weather, know the terrain
And your victory will be complete.
 
 
My back usually aches when I eat too much sugar. I consumed no much sugar in the past hour and yet my back hurts. I only had two mugs of hot milk. O_o
 
Need more to say? Nah. I am already tired..
 

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