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My blogsite about dreams is still causing me headache. Posting has been disabled. Hades. I guess I'll just have to write here for the mean time. -_-

 

I saw my friends' dad in my dream. He was with some boys whom I don't know. Someone was taking pictures of them. And I don't know who the photographer was. I didn't even see him or her. I just saw my friends' dad and two boys posing. They look like his nephews. That's just a thought though.

 

 

I was in HotL having a nap. It was an afternoon nap with some of my friends. When I woke up, I just realized that I had a dream dream. Haha! I somehow wanted that dream. Ok, I want that dream. But please let no one shoot me, especially God. (._. )

 

I stayed sitting still before I got up because I was still thinking of dream. I was somehow happy to have that dream. And a part of me wanted it to happen. But that would be most unlikely to happen especially with what I found out the day after. It hurt me, I know. There were signs and symptoms and I just couldn't ignore them because I am in Nursing . I am still capable of seeing things objectively.

 

That dream.. My favourite ivh heaven hell gave me. And I had what I've always wanted to give this recipient in that dream. A dream I had in a dream. It was all a dream.

 

I can't have that dream. Perhaps never. Yes, never. Because I told God I won't ask for "it" and I will be keeping my word though it hurts.