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25 March 2008
Runaway
Whenever "runaway" is mentioned, there is always one thing that comes into my mind. I can always associate it with myself. I was on runaway months ago, and it seems like I'm going to do it again. I think I should release or open all the gates of my chakra.
Before was hypothalamus over cerebrum. But now it's cerebrum over hypothalamus. I'm getting lost. I know I made an unspoken promise. I wonder if I will be able to make it even if I "runaway" from here.
PARADOX
~AFA
The paradox of myself
The longing yet escape
The desire yet the denial
Love and hate in harmony
It is a lie though
But it is also the truth
So which is true?
What conclusion do I have?
So much waiting
So much longing
More denial
More escape
Running away yet never moving
Moving forward while looking back
To hold on yet to let go
To smile yet grieve
I hope but I fear
I have faith but I doubt
Love has become blurry
Uncertainties cloud the heart
Until when can the chamber take?
Until when can it give without pain?
Until when will it live?
Will metamorphosis take place?
Hiding in plain sight
Showing with all silence
Speaking without voice
Watching from afar
What can make mind believe?
What can capture the soul?
What can make heart yield?
What can hold the body?
The desire and longing
The waiting and patience
The giving and generosity
The love and affection
The yin and yang of life
The joy and pain of soul
The life and death of spirit
The strength and weakness of body
Life is a journey
Soul is always on a voyage
Some things have to be simple
Let go of all the complex thoughts
~AFA
The paradox of myself
The longing yet escape
The desire yet the denial
Love and hate in harmony
It is a lie though
But it is also the truth
So which is true?
What conclusion do I have?
So much waiting
So much longing
More denial
More escape
Running away yet never moving
Moving forward while looking back
To hold on yet to let go
To smile yet grieve
I hope but I fear
I have faith but I doubt
Love has become blurry
Uncertainties cloud the heart
Until when can the chamber take?
Until when can it give without pain?
Until when will it live?
Will metamorphosis take place?
Hiding in plain sight
Showing with all silence
Speaking without voice
Watching from afar
What can make mind believe?
What can capture the soul?
What can make heart yield?
What can hold the body?
The desire and longing
The waiting and patience
The giving and generosity
The love and affection
The yin and yang of life
The joy and pain of soul
The life and death of spirit
The strength and weakness of body
Life is a journey
Soul is always on a voyage
Some things have to be simple
Let go of all the complex thoughts
LSS:
Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean
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