12 March 2008
Alone but Never Alone in a Winter Sleep
I don't know when this all started. What started? As being so me, I am not telling of course. And that is defying the need for verbalization.
Oh well, it's been like this for ages. I hope some things change, for the good. But change has to be internal. I feel like singing Alone (Shimokawa Mikuni), Never Alone (Barlow Girl) and Winter Sleep (OLIVIA). These songs radiate what I feel right now.
The title of this entry is funny. *lol*
kono te wo koboreochiru
suna no you na kanjou
ano toki mune ni sasatta
kotoba ga fui ni uzuku kedo
hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru
suna no you na kanjou
ano toki mune ni sasatta
kotoba ga fui ni uzuku kedo
hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru
doko made mo
One must fight for his freedom.
-L. Miranda
It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull
. . .
Will you hold me now...? Hold me now, My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now...? Hold me now, My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me?
. . .
I'm tired of being strong.
-Lucilla, The Gladiator
I pray to find you, hope to be found by you,
and rest in eternal embosom.
-L. Miranda
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