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Friday, 25 January 2008
Give me an offer I can never refuse.
I am not sure what to write here. Seriously. But I want to write something about me. Should I write about what I've just been through, which is related to what I was going through? It's been 40 weeks already. Sounds like AOG (Age of Gestation). Or should I share my thoughts about what Millicent and me talked about last Monday? We were in Seattle's Best in Bonifacio High Street.
I don't mind sharing. I guess.
We talked about her relationship, teh romantic one. I am in no position to disclose, even a single information, without her consent so I'll just focus on me.
Millicent told me something she thought I still don't experience. I actually wanted to tell her, "If you only knew." But I just smiled. My pride got in the way, and it remains intact. And I guess I had so much of it that I had to protect-.
It's okay for me to come out soon. But I know my pride will still be there to interfere so one must give me an offer I can never refuse. For the past forty weeks, I have never lost a reason to refuse. And it seems like everything is over.
40 weeks of mental illness seems over. I can dream again. I need not to runaway again. But I still have to wait and see. Just like Lady Guinevere, my will is stronger...
Music:
Silent Sanctuary - Fuchiang Pag-ibig [album]
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