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Monday, 17 September 2007
Life, Friend, Self
Life is weird. So am I.I miss a friend of mine whom I used to tell things without hesitancy. I feel I could tell anything, anytime. But things have changed. I don't know when it all started or how it happened, but I can see a difference in our relationship now. I miss this friend of mine.
People stay together for a reason. There may be no verbal agreement, but they know they have to stay together and share things with each other. With this friend of mine, I wonder where my boundaries are now set. There is a fault in me and there is a fault in my friend. I am not sure though whose contribution is bigger. I think I should take the blame.
This is not what I was supposed to write in this blog, but it's what my fingers were punching. A lot of things are bothering me and they are not limited in real-time situations. Even my dreams are bothering me. They are also weird. And becoming more each day.
I have decided that I will dismiss some things about me through DABDA. So no matter how great it is, I shall stay in Ds. I even doubt if I can call out to my friend. But that's how things are.
Being in a situation, which is the worst for a nurse really sucks. But life's like that. I already know what to do next time.
mood: sleepy
music: Kozo Nakamura - CaptivAte
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