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Tuesday, 19 June 2007

Private Blog yet an Open Book

This blog was made to be a private one, but it did not seem to happen. It is no longer one.
 
For the past few days I have learned something, which I do not like. What I wanted was to be a private person. I am not saying that I am not a private person. It's just that I have shared more about myself that what I wanted to. I'm so uncool.
 
I think it all started in our camp. I have unloaded something that has been repressed for the past years, and I think a part of me no longer mind sharing some things about me, things which I usually don't. Now that I am aware of it, I hope my subconscious will always stay on guard on what I think, say, or do.
 
But I know that no matter how I try to lock myself, I am an open book. I have written most of the things about me in my blogs.
 
 
 
Music:
Bon Jovi - I'll be there for You 

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Thursday, 14 June 2007

Sick

medium_thecloudydreamr_down.pngFirst was tonsillitis, which lasted for a couple of days, now is an impending sore throat. Gackt. I even have colds. *dies*
 
I just hope that there will be a day when all these health troubles fall down and hit me with one shot. I don't mind if on that day I'm down on my knees. I hate getting sick. This is bloody. But most of all, I DON'T WANT TO GET SICK ON NANA DAY. Heaven forbid it!
 
 
 
Music: 
Mika Nakashima - Aroma

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Tuesday, 12 June 2007

Happy Independence Day!!!


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HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, PHILIPPINES!!!
June 12, 1898 - June 12, 2007
 
It's 109 years of independence. 
 
 
 
 

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Sunday, 10 June 2007

Morphine, please.

medium_th_milkydrop3.2.jpgMy head is aching. It has been so since yesterday. I'm at a loss. I need to rest in peace. I hope the pain will go away, or at least be alleviated.
 
I don't want to confess that this will continue throughout this week, even month. I know I will become more busy and preoccupied with things around me. But to confess something that will make things worse is no good.
 
 
It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull
 
...
 
But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear
~Winter Sleep
 
 
 
Music:
Core of Soul - Hanawa

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Wednesday, 06 June 2007

In Pain

medium_th_msliz48571.png I'm in pain.  I guess that says it all.

Limbs, trunk, head... they are all affected. Gackt.

 

 

Music:
Yoko Kanno - Lithium Flower 

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Tuesday, 05 June 2007

Verdemon

medium_th_damaged_iconsxx.jpgI am not feeling okay. I'm tired from school, a bit worn out, and not in the mood to work. I could hardly do so. The veins in my neck are tightening; my breathing is getting irregular; and I'm not comfortable. I want to run as fast as the wind.
 
And worse, or worst, the verdemon is around. Gackt, I never thought to have an encounter with it again. Almost cost my BP. XD
 
 
 
Father, I need You. Now, that makes me wonder if I can get in touch with my daddy.
 
 
Music:
OLIVIA - a little pain 

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Saturday, 02 June 2007

Angernesh to Emonesh

medium_th_damaged_icons2.jpgI got so upset this morning when I heard something folly. It really made me angry. My head was hurting so bad and I was like hyperventilating. Yeah, it was almost berserk. I was going to explode. But I couldn't so I just ran to God.
 
My anger was intense that I couldn't smile. Even the chibi nekos, which usually make me "head over heels", mentioned to me didn't work.
 
I think the anger subsided when I was exposed to people, the SEVEN Pilipinas in particular. I couldn't go on with such state.
 
But my favourite part was when a baby was looking at me, smiling. I couldn't help but smile too. The baby was like playing with me. It was a cute scene. And the thing is, that was the first time in this day I had a genuine happy smile. May God bless that baby. He brought back my smile.
 
~ ~ ~
 
Emonesh
 
I want to listen to rock-emo songs. I am doing it right now, with my favourite "emo" album. OLIVIA inspi' REIRA [TRAPNEST]. I love the music as well as the words. But I am not feeling down. I just like what I am doing right now.
 
So much with my fatal anger.
 
 
 
Music:
OLIVIA - Wish

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NANA Concern

medium_th_NANAposter.jpg As the month of June cam, lots of tasks are showing themselves. This is going to be a busy month. I don't know how busy will I be. But for/during the enrollment, it'll be toxic. At least I can stick to a routine, can't I?
 
Every Saturday will be reserved to SEVEN Pilipinas' official weekly meeting. And in between will be more on promotions and updates.
 
Today I will get my ROG (report of grades) because I forgot to do so yester noon. But I don't know what time would be best. At 10:30 today is my appointment with my dentist; at 1 in the afternoon is a meeting with the NANA bands while 4 PM is a meeting with the SEVEN Pilipinas organizers.
 
But before I leave the house, I hope I'd be able to get TSU's requirements in my e-mail.
 
We need to get sponsors. Lots of them as much as possible. This is a non-profit event and all our resources come from our very own. It will be a waste if we can't pull this event properly.
 
 
 
Music:
Yuna Ito - Journey

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