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It's been a year already. It's been a year since I reckoned Intellectually Stimulating. Memories are coming back. If I could go back on that day, surely I would. I'd like to see Intellectually Stimulating again. People who are quite crazy but intelligent attract me. I think it's the positive energy they posses that draws me to them.

When I first saw Intellectually Stimulating, I used my eyes. The second time, I used my hypothalamus (with due respect). And when I saw Intellectually Stimulating the third time, I used my cerebrum and heart. The latter was like an unspoken "command" from Intellectually Stimulating. But I am happy to have something to have learned. I will always treasure the times I've spent with him.

I know I have lots to regret. My heart is broken because of it. I lost a person who could've been my friend. I am sorry. All I can do for now is pray and ask God's guidance and blessings upon him. And I will wait for the day when I have valid reason to face him again. I shall proudly say, "***, ** ** ** ***."

On that day, I shall thank him. I shall tell him how much he had inspired me and motivated me.

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August 1. So much memories! So much to treasure. Oh God, please don't let me have dementia or Alzheimer's Disease. I want to reminisce this day a year ago. Everything started on this day and I want to thank You for it. Thank You so much for what happened on this day last year.

We may not cross each other's ways again, but I know a way how to contact him. But I'd like to do it in person. And I shall find a way. Surely, I will.

 

Music:
Nami Tamaki - Realize