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The songs I am listening to lately speak about me. In a sense. They are like the songs I have always wanted to sing. They speak about my story, my thoughts, and what I am going through. It is amusing.

 

These songs save me from shedding a tear. I don't want to blog out what I have in mind. It feels troublesome doing so lately. I have discussed the matter with a friend though. Thank you, Joseph. And thank you for the advice. I might consider it, having two people now who give me such advice. It's reasonable.

 

It's raining. It is raining hard. And I want to sleep. I want to go through deep sleep. I don't want to go to school. Bleh.

 

 

 

 

I hate this furk-bloody pain!!

 

I bloody know it's emotional pain because I know the source. Bloody! But HADES, I can't feel it. I cannot feel emotional pain. Or maybe I have already forgotten how to feel one. I do have physical complains though. It sucks. Yes, I feel physical pain because I can handle it better than emotional pain. CRAAAAP!!

 

Listening to some songs I used to ignore are making some sense to me. What's the deal with pain, men? Duh! As if I don't know the answer. It's an alarm telling us, "Hey, something's wrong here!" *raises hands*

 

 

 

Hades. I can feel a "storm" inside and I am losing control. And when I said "inside" I wasn't talking emotional. It's still physical. It's like a turbulence. I hate it! Can't I just know and acknowledge that I am hurt and skip the physical discomforts?

 

If I am to connect my "MetaHuman-ess as Storm" blame me not for the up-coming storm in PAR. XD And yester night's rain was also out of my conscious control. Maybe I was bursting. Haha!